Emo moment...
Okay, this is going to sound terribly emo of me for what I'm about to say...but here goes anyway.
I'm so sick of all this. Drama, pain, heartache, loneliness. For the fifth time in my life, I've had my heart shattered by some apathetic asshole who wouldn't know love it was his blood relative. All I want to do is sit here and cry a river, have a little pity party with me as the star. But, I know that won't help me get over any of this drama. My heart is growing so hard and cold towards the opposite sex, there's just no way out of it. No amount of sympathy or empathy from my friends is helping me. All I want to do is find the nearest tall building and throw myself off of it. I doubt they would care anyway. Probably just shrug it off and go back to their mother fucking video games like it never even happened. My chest is tight, and my heart has been broken so many times that I doubt it's even recognizable anymore. I wish I could say, "The hell with men," But I know I can't. I'm not that strong.
Whatever. I'm done.
I'm so sick of all this. Drama, pain, heartache, loneliness. For the fifth time in my life, I've had my heart shattered by some apathetic asshole who wouldn't know love it was his blood relative. All I want to do is sit here and cry a river, have a little pity party with me as the star. But, I know that won't help me get over any of this drama. My heart is growing so hard and cold towards the opposite sex, there's just no way out of it. No amount of sympathy or empathy from my friends is helping me. All I want to do is find the nearest tall building and throw myself off of it. I doubt they would care anyway. Probably just shrug it off and go back to their mother fucking video games like it never even happened. My chest is tight, and my heart has been broken so many times that I doubt it's even recognizable anymore. I wish I could say, "The hell with men," But I know I can't. I'm not that strong.
Whatever. I'm done.