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i've basically turned into a big horrible slacker. its pretty fricking grody. i dont know where this urge to not work is coming from but its scaring me and my rents quite a bit.
AP eng was okay. one down, one horrid other to go AP HISTORY...speaking of which, i dont kno anything and it makes me extremely sad and scared.
I dont like feeling like an idiot.
i just want this year to end......................!!!!!!!!!!
why cant i have fun and not pay the price for it anymore?
i had fun at prom :)
i think im getting better in the heartache dept. but then i may just be lying to myself again. i hate how that works.
a certain person in my life keeps disappointing me, but i discovered they may soon b leaving my life, and that made me sad. isnt that weird? as much as they upset me, i still like having them around i guess...
(Im aware how gramatically incorrect that paragraph is lol)
I REALLY am scared about history. im freaking out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gahhhhhhhh!
and even with all this, my biggest and most recurring problem is IM STILL SO FRICKING TIRED. WTF is WRONG WITH ME!
and thats all.
AP eng was okay. one down, one horrid other to go AP HISTORY...speaking of which, i dont kno anything and it makes me extremely sad and scared.
I dont like feeling like an idiot.
i just want this year to end......................!!!!!!!!!!
why cant i have fun and not pay the price for it anymore?
i had fun at prom :)
i think im getting better in the heartache dept. but then i may just be lying to myself again. i hate how that works.
a certain person in my life keeps disappointing me, but i discovered they may soon b leaving my life, and that made me sad. isnt that weird? as much as they upset me, i still like having them around i guess...
(Im aware how gramatically incorrect that paragraph is lol)
I REALLY am scared about history. im freaking out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gahhhhhhhh!
and even with all this, my biggest and most recurring problem is IM STILL SO FRICKING TIRED. WTF is WRONG WITH ME!
and thats all.