i hate being sick!
i checked out during 2nd and went home hoping i could sleep, but dad was on the phone talking and i was not tired. so, mom, dad and i went out to lunch. i came home downloaded some music and went back to school. i found out that i missed a very important lesson on tampons and phone sex. (darn!!) i also missed the disapearing act of keven and michelle. (lol). in band ms.scott had another band person from a different school come in to give us comments on our music. well, the ballad went well, but not so much of the gathering of the yeomen. mr.a siad he could tell i have been practicing and that i am really close to hitting the grace notes. ms.scott said i did well. the woman said if i just push through the notes i will get the grace notes naturally. i think my whole problem is that i know that it is easy and i know i can play it, but it just isn't happening. i am not happy with my self b/c i am not good enough (in my own eyes). i know i could do better, but i don't know how to get better. that is for the most part what has happened today. some other things have happened but i don't want to talk about them so i'll ttyl! love ya!!