Hibornation!
Last weekend is definetly a weekend I want to erase from my memory forever! I was really excited to have a four day weekend. It started off good, I had a good first night, and second day. Rach and I planned on going to Tommy V's friday night. Everything was good on our way there besides Twinky being crabby, and then it was good when we got there and everything. A lot happend between Me, Twinky, and Gary that I want to forget, and other stuff that night as well.
The comp. had to be one of the funnest things ever though. I rode up there with Bill in his mustang. It was a good time, but we were really late so we went about 130 the whole way there just about. I thought I was going to die a couple times. There was a ford focus :) I was so excited! It was B-E-A-UTIFUL!!! I had a lot of fun with Tasha and Kristy not thinking that me and Kristy were going to get a long very well after the night before.
Yesterday I made a bad decision. I went down to Green Bay with Gary. The fact that I went down there with Gary wasn't bad, and we didn't fight at all or anything, we actually had a lot of fun. We didn't talk about getting back together, we were just acting like really good friends, so it was a lot of fun. It's when I got back that shit hit the fan. Twinky heard about me going to Green Bay with gary, and not from me. I ruined everything with Twinky because of one day and one stupid mistake and I am kicking myself in the ass for it. Ever since Gary I didn't think that I could have feelings like that again. I thought it was going to be impossible, and that I could never trust anyone again. I was soo wrong. Twinky was one of the best things that has happened to me since Gary. He has been there for me non-stop, and he stuck up for me when no one else would. And I fucked that all up in one day. I will never forget yesterday, not just because of the fact that Gary and I hung out for the first time in a while and didn't fight, but because I lost someone that meant so much to me, that I didn't even consider to think about how much better it would have been just to tell him I was thinking about it, instead of contemplating on going, and then actually taking off without telling the one person that I care about right now more than anything.
NOW IS MY TIME FOR HIBORNATION, AND IF YOU CAN'T FIND ME DON'T COME LOOKING FOR ME! I'M FINE I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK TO OR SEE ANYONE, CAUSE MORE THAN LIKELY I'LL FUCK THAT UP TO!
The comp. had to be one of the funnest things ever though. I rode up there with Bill in his mustang. It was a good time, but we were really late so we went about 130 the whole way there just about. I thought I was going to die a couple times. There was a ford focus :) I was so excited! It was B-E-A-UTIFUL!!! I had a lot of fun with Tasha and Kristy not thinking that me and Kristy were going to get a long very well after the night before.
Yesterday I made a bad decision. I went down to Green Bay with Gary. The fact that I went down there with Gary wasn't bad, and we didn't fight at all or anything, we actually had a lot of fun. We didn't talk about getting back together, we were just acting like really good friends, so it was a lot of fun. It's when I got back that shit hit the fan. Twinky heard about me going to Green Bay with gary, and not from me. I ruined everything with Twinky because of one day and one stupid mistake and I am kicking myself in the ass for it. Ever since Gary I didn't think that I could have feelings like that again. I thought it was going to be impossible, and that I could never trust anyone again. I was soo wrong. Twinky was one of the best things that has happened to me since Gary. He has been there for me non-stop, and he stuck up for me when no one else would. And I fucked that all up in one day. I will never forget yesterday, not just because of the fact that Gary and I hung out for the first time in a while and didn't fight, but because I lost someone that meant so much to me, that I didn't even consider to think about how much better it would have been just to tell him I was thinking about it, instead of contemplating on going, and then actually taking off without telling the one person that I care about right now more than anything.
NOW IS MY TIME FOR HIBORNATION, AND IF YOU CAN'T FIND ME DON'T COME LOOKING FOR ME! I'M FINE I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK TO OR SEE ANYONE, CAUSE MORE THAN LIKELY I'LL FUCK THAT UP TO!