Apr 29, 2004 03:09
yeah so wow.. it's been a minute.. hey that's the hectic and busy schedule of a college brat trying to actually make it out in 4 years. haha. Lots of things have been happening to me lately.. some good most bad though. I'm not going to the formal on thursday night :( couldn't get tickets.. pretty bummed because I wanted to wear this really cute dress I JUST bought.. oh well that thing is definitely going back.. cause it was a cool $98 that I didn't really have to spend.
I had a tarot card reading on tuesday.. in the student center quad. haha it was some old white woman named DonnaMarie.. she said that I would be going to Chicago.. she couldn't nail it down and tell me when.. either a week.. month.. two months.. or 10 years.. she had no clue.. she just got vibes that would be in Chicago at some point in my life.. ha I laughed in her face.. I'm not really a believer in physics or clairvoyant powers..but I try to be an adult and keep an oopen mind about things like this.. she also told me that I have some money coming to me.. she told me not to worry it would find me when I truly need it.. UHHH HELLO.. I need it now.. I need to pay my tuition and loans.. I laughed again..but said thanks.. hey I'm still suppose to be polite right?.. she then told me that a white, light haired man would have a great everlasting impression on my life.. yeah.. thanks for the great insight.. I was kinda upset she made me wait a whole 45 minutes.. eh.. it was kinda funnn anyway.
So it's 2:15am and I am writing a paper.. this is my second paper of the night.. yesh I am the Procrastinator Extraordinaire--haha one who can't spell-- I hope to make it to sleep before 3:30 yeah I can see it happening.. I'm going to bang this all out real quick.
love life.. what love life?.. no lovefor ME
no love for me.. he's got a girl.. it's 'official' he told me last weekend.. it's funny cause now we are like the fucking 'best' of friends.. he thinks it's perfectly normal to ramble on and on and on about his girl.. like I really want to hear this shit... don't get me wrong.. we are closer now then we were ever going to be before.. but give me a break.. get real.. I don't want to know.. but eh I guess it's the price you pay when your 'the friend' .. she likes me.. I think.. ha she doen't really know what to make of me yet.. I don't particularly care..she's cool but what we have has nothing to do with her....whatever
so I'm definitely on the market for a new something..somebody.. I met a guy ..but he's just not it.. I don't know what I'm comparing him too but it needs to stop .. I'm wayyyyy to judgemental. He said one thing.. just ONE thing and it killed his chances.. I really need to get off this high horse I'm on.. but I refuse to.. I'm selling myself short I know.. but..
He's got 2 strikes.. one more and homeboy is OUT.
back to work.. goodnight.. or goodmorning depending how you look at it.. :)
comments when I can.. take me off if it bothers you that much.... don't threaten cause that shit is just LAME no hard feelings.. it's all cool