Jul 31, 2004 17:48
ok, so me and leshia were talking and i think i may have come to a decision of what im going to do tommorow. I will either just hang out and go to the mall, stuff like that, or i will go to the mall and then go to katies party but not go swimming. Neither of us want to swim. We have no desire to.
I still dont know about the whole open casket thing. That is a difficult dicison for me to make. I wish i didnt have to decide. My heart is saying i should go, I need to go. But then my head is saying, DONT go, YOU DONT need to see him like that. And its true i dont want to nor need to see him like that. But i should go for him and for my family. GOD HELP ME WHAT DO I DO? Im confused beyond words right now.