hello void
I'm scared of being happy. It's seems like eveything I get excited about something I have an "episode" and I make people aound me nervous. I don't want to be that girl. I want to be the one who knew almost everyone in bursley. I want to be the one that people feel they can talk to. Maybe God doesn't want me to stay in Michigan so all my friendships are severed and I'll make new friends in California (or wherever I end up). Maybe I'm even meant to be a missionary. I love helping people. But having people scared of me is a sad thing. I wish I could apologize to everone I made uncomfortable or caused drama in there lives. But I don't know where to begin. Maybe I'm just scared. If people are mad at me I'd rather stay oblivious to it.
Is anybody oue there?
Danie
Is anybody oue there?
Danie