The play is on hiatus. It's necessary at time time, because everyone is really busy, including me. It is extra curricular and therefore able to be strewn aside to make way for more important things. It's not important, but it's something to do that created time for me to spend with my friends in a professional setting. Something that should ultimately mean something, I suppose. Maybe later, in January. I like it when time is well spent rather than just sitting there doing nothing but 'hanging out.' I am over 'hanging out.'
Don't let it die. Okay?
I'm drawing again. No, you can't see it. I don't care who you are.
I'm deciding not to care about my classes. I don't plan on taking many more classes at Portland State until much later. Portland isn't even a fucking state. Do they not understand this? My classes are ruining schedules that otherwise could be kept.
My main concern right now is getting a job that is 5+ days a week, 8+ hours each day, paying at least 10 an hour. I don't care what I'd be doing! Considering I have an AA, you would think this would be reasonable to ask for. Of course, maybe I have set my sights too high.
Website business is getting to me. I don't design things, and people should stop telling me to learn to design things and be a website designer. I have no business doing that, I can't even get an FTP program to work. I didn't know what frontpage could do until Tina showed it to me. I am not going to be able to make money with this, because I did not learn early enough the skills needed. So, no more pestering me. Just stop. All of you, stop telling me what to do and what to be. I don't like your options.
No option looks appealing right now. So, I'd like to just live for a while, or is that not alright?
Honestly, stop playing WoW and find something better to do. All of you. I apply this statement to EVERYONE. Being shot in the head is more productive, I assure you. Being a cocaine addict is more productive. Go sell drugs instead farming your horrible fake gold. I'm sure you could get more per gram than fake silver anyways.
Everyone is having a rough time. Everyone is talking about winning the lottery. Do you all understand that is not going to happen?
Go make some money the old fashioned way and help out the people you know. It's more important than anything else right now. Even if its just getting someone coffee or lunch, that helps because you can be together and help their emotional state of being. It also helps out economy if you go somewhere that is not a chain. Small businesses need help right now.
We are in a recession, HELP FIX IT. Stop being sad about the small shit.
If everyone is negative all the time then no one will be happy.
The stupid cat is still in the freezer. I want it to disappear, but then I would worry about where it went...
If you are in a lecture class, you should be lectured at. You should not assigned papers that look at close reading and analyzing the text you have not gone over in class, nor should you be put in groups each class to talk about subjects that barely pertain to the text, such as movies and who you would cast for Hal of Henry IV. It is a lecture class. If you are learning historical facts in your lecture class, you should be allowed to apply those facts to support your thesis in your 5 page essay assignment (assuming you cite appropriately in MLA format) . You should not be told to analyze particular internal messages of the text when you don't discuss that in class or online. You should not be forced to involve yourself in online posts with out clear rules regarding posts and the number required. You should be given text to support the lecture, or take notes and read in your assigned books. If the Acts regarding the Elizabethan Settlement are assigned as vocabulary, for fuck's sake, bring them up in class at least once.
Above all, you should BE LECTURED in a LECTURE CLASS.
My make-up class is getting boring. We've been doing the same thing for weeks... He took out our ONE class on latex mold pouring!! What the crap. That doesn't make sense to me. Meanwhile, we've done three classes making ourselves look hideously old. Yep, if you ever need me to look 150, just give me an hour and presto-- hag. I even have the little bottle of bird shirt hair dye to change the front of my hair white.
I'm one of the only ones taking my classes for fun. English majors are very droll in my Shakespeare class. They don't care much at all about the readings. The graphic design student is amusing. She draws instead of takes notes.
Today I saw llamas. They were incredible.
Also, I met Mike Mignola. He signed this book for me. Done geeking out now. I heard they are making a hellboy 3... is this true?