I want to take you far away from the cynics in this town.
This weekend was pretty crazy. Jehs & Kelsea slept over Friday night. Yeah, interesting night. I went to the mall with Adrie last night & then slept over her house. Another interesting, but fun night. Today I went straight to Marissa's house after Adrie's & went off cape with her.
All I know right now is that I'm very confusing. I can't decide on anything. I haven't been myself lately. I don't know what it is. If you aren't a part of my life, then please don't try to be in it now. As much as I like all the new friends & people I can find, I feel like I'm either doing something stupid & wrong or I'm going to. I'm difficult. Don't put up with me. I get my mind set on things that I refuse to let go of. Everything's different now. I feel amazing & great, but at the same time I feel empty & horrible. I don't know anything, because everything is confusing me now. I don't know if I'm over-analyzing or not thinking enough. I don't want to end up hurting anyone in the long run. I just need something that I can be sure about.