Always up or down, never down & out.
So I haven't written in here in forever. That's mostly because I started school on the 30th, & I've been busy. I go to Sturgis now, & personally I like it so much more than MHS. I love seeing people like Sarah everyday. I don't know, it's just better. I think I'm going to stay here for a while.
My sister had her baby Sunday morning. So now I have a niece. Her name is Isabella, & she's healthy & my sister's doing fine & everything is good. My mom flipped on me because I refused to hold the baby. I don't know why, but I'm really uncomfortable around small children. I know that probably makes it sound like I'm a terrible person, after all she is my niece. I hope I set a good example for her when she's older. I hope I'm the "cool aunt" that she looks up to. I don't even know why I'm thinking that far ahead; she's only a few days old.
So I'm really actually looking forward to some things changing? I don't know, I can't explain it. I just need something different. Or someone. Blah blah blah. I feel lonely, & I absolutely hate it. I miss having that someone who's always there & shit jkfashkjsfa;LKSA. I probably should stop complaining because nothing's really that bad anyways.