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Soooooooooooo things are pretty good so far. i got my license on thursday. i had an audition to work at coldstone yesterday; i REALLY hope i get the job. i really need it. josh doesnt want me to get it cuz he thinks that we wont get to spend any time together anymorer, i dont see how its okay for him to have a job TWO JOBS actually and i cant have one. but he wants me to get it so that i will be happy, but he doesnt want me to cuz of the time thing. i am really crazy about that kid. sad thing is i'd do anything for him; but i know he'd do anything for me too. this weekend i get to go to big bear with him && his family. :] it should be fun. a whole weekend with him. 24 hours a day. oiafghdfg :] im suprised that im not sick of him yet, because i normally get sick of boys quickly. but not him. friday me && josh started to rip out this huge ass planter in my front yard. then saturday and today we hired his borther to help. i got paid for it yesterday && gave him brother 65 bucks && josh wouldnt take any money, so i took him out for a nice dinner. we went to this really cool place where you cook your own food on your table. he said it was really "dank". haha. anyways... then i bought a really cute new bellybutton ring. i think i sprained my wrist yesterday. it hurts so bad. oh well i'll deal with it. anywaysssssssssssssssss im looking into this thing called insight abroad. im considering doing it for a week this summer. its where you go to Lima, Peru, Xian, China, Bangkok, && or thailand. you go for a week && help out in underprivilaged schools && shit liek that. its through a thing called cross cultural solutions.it seems like a way cool thing to do. idk, i like to help people though. anyways im looking into it. im gonna talk to someone older about it first though. other than that, my mom is signing me up for cornerstone crew; shes gonna do it too. its at our church. you help set up && stuff. anyways i've been doing really well latley, but its annoying cuz my parents dont seem to care that much. im getting really good grades, better than ive even gotten before. my goal is to get my next report card with a 4.o, i would die to see their reactions to that one. :] haha. that would be amazing. im hungry. but im at my dads, && all the food we have is liek stuff you have to cook, not snack stuff. i kinda have a tummy ache && a sunburn.