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It's a new school year and I am already feeling scared and confused...
about the pst turning into the present and carrying on into the future.
My past consisted of friends, family issues, music, fun and you.
You...you still don't get any of it, not one tiny bit of it.
How am i supposed to worry about the present, when all I think about is my past?
I need to move on, but I want to start over, just rewind and change the entire story.
I don't even want to be nearyou right now . . . . . . . I am lying.
I want to be right next to you.
Just to talk to you as if nothing ever went wrong...that's all.
No, I don't see anything great happening to me anytime soon.
this year is going to be a repeat of last year.
I'm going to see you everyday and not say enough beacause I'll be afraid of it.
Thinking back to things that went on last year, I smile.
At least something happening.
Just talking and being near you, that's all.
This really has to stop, all of it.
Do I need to hare you?
I couldn't...one because......
Oh...I still can't say it.
-Daniella Malena
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The first day of Band starting all over again.
What a nightmare.
The trombone line got 3 new people(gunkies).
2 of them are boys and they are sooo...
w i m p y
It's sad. And they look like they could just
fall over and pass out in the sun..I feel bad.
Oh well.
They might live.
How do you people like the poem/writing??
about the pst turning into the present and carrying on into the future.
My past consisted of friends, family issues, music, fun and you.
You...you still don't get any of it, not one tiny bit of it.
How am i supposed to worry about the present, when all I think about is my past?
I need to move on, but I want to start over, just rewind and change the entire story.
I don't even want to be nearyou right now . . . . . . . I am lying.
I want to be right next to you.
Just to talk to you as if nothing ever went wrong...that's all.
No, I don't see anything great happening to me anytime soon.
this year is going to be a repeat of last year.
I'm going to see you everyday and not say enough beacause I'll be afraid of it.
Thinking back to things that went on last year, I smile.
At least something happening.
Just talking and being near you, that's all.
This really has to stop, all of it.
Do I need to hare you?
I couldn't...one because......
Oh...I still can't say it.
-Daniella Malena
_______________________________________
The first day of Band starting all over again.
What a nightmare.
The trombone line got 3 new people(gunkies).
2 of them are boys and they are sooo...
w i m p y
It's sad. And they look like they could just
fall over and pass out in the sun..I feel bad.
Oh well.
They might live.
How do you people like the poem/writing??