Huge thought of the summer
I’ll Soon Be Missing You
So happy I was, sitting there with you…
I felt so connected.
I felt so content.
Barely knowing you,
I am beginning to miss you, even though you are so near…
As I lay here, I wish I could get closer to you.
Every moment we spend near each other is heaven on earth…
Every word you speak is a blessing to my ears.
Every smile of yours makes me all weak inside.
Well now that it feels as if you’re leaving…
My heaven is disappearing.
And I lay here lost and feeling insecure.
And when you ran you felt so close that one day…
It all felt so right,
It all just belonged.
It all feels just so right…
I wish you could just see.
And each minute I think of what happened…
More tears form in my eyes.
But I won't let myself cry.
Because while you are here…
While you seem so near,
I search for my heaven and I hold it tight.
And my heaven is so happy with me.
And for this time in my life…
My future isn’t getting much thought,
But now that it feels as if you’re leaving,
I imagine you here with me.
And I see you in my mind…
Our hands intertwined.
Together we took away one another’s fears.
And I will soon be missing my heaven.
I’ll be missing your sweet presence,
And I only hope that you’ll think of me.
As I think of you…
You begin to fade away
And I begin to cry
___________________________
As you fade away...
I sit alone in the dark crying
Crying because you don't see how much I feel
Crying because I want so badly for you to know.
Now I am looking back...
Looking back to all the times we really talked
All of the times I felt so close to you
The times I felt so there
All I see now is those moments, fading away with you...
Leaving my mind, forever
I see those moments fading away with you...
All I want...
Is all I've wanted for so long
Just for you to see all of this...and hold on to it
So I happy I was, sitting there with you...
But I'll soon be missing you
I'll soon be missing you..............
Yes. I just got finished talking to Alex B. online. She is a really great person, she's always there to listen and she understands everything I tell her. She's like an older, more intellegent Shannon Kidd, because they both listen and help...but Alex really knows. Shannon and I used to be 'in the same boat'...who knows.
But that poem right there...That is all I can think about anymore and it's so pitiful now.
On a slightly happier note, a new song I am likeing is "When I Hear Music" by Debbie Deb, it's great. I have the original tho..it's not like all...done up...which is a bummer..?...yeah. Too bad some DJs are like...busy? It's all good. DJ Hi-Tech still kicks people's a$$es.
So yes.
-Dani
So happy I was, sitting there with you…
I felt so connected.
I felt so content.
Barely knowing you,
I am beginning to miss you, even though you are so near…
As I lay here, I wish I could get closer to you.
Every moment we spend near each other is heaven on earth…
Every word you speak is a blessing to my ears.
Every smile of yours makes me all weak inside.
Well now that it feels as if you’re leaving…
My heaven is disappearing.
And I lay here lost and feeling insecure.
And when you ran you felt so close that one day…
It all felt so right,
It all just belonged.
It all feels just so right…
I wish you could just see.
And each minute I think of what happened…
More tears form in my eyes.
But I won't let myself cry.
Because while you are here…
While you seem so near,
I search for my heaven and I hold it tight.
And my heaven is so happy with me.
And for this time in my life…
My future isn’t getting much thought,
But now that it feels as if you’re leaving,
I imagine you here with me.
And I see you in my mind…
Our hands intertwined.
Together we took away one another’s fears.
And I will soon be missing my heaven.
I’ll be missing your sweet presence,
And I only hope that you’ll think of me.
As I think of you…
You begin to fade away
And I begin to cry
___________________________
As you fade away...
I sit alone in the dark crying
Crying because you don't see how much I feel
Crying because I want so badly for you to know.
Now I am looking back...
Looking back to all the times we really talked
All of the times I felt so close to you
The times I felt so there
All I see now is those moments, fading away with you...
Leaving my mind, forever
I see those moments fading away with you...
All I want...
Is all I've wanted for so long
Just for you to see all of this...and hold on to it
So I happy I was, sitting there with you...
But I'll soon be missing you
I'll soon be missing you..............
Yes. I just got finished talking to Alex B. online. She is a really great person, she's always there to listen and she understands everything I tell her. She's like an older, more intellegent Shannon Kidd, because they both listen and help...but Alex really knows. Shannon and I used to be 'in the same boat'...who knows.
But that poem right there...That is all I can think about anymore and it's so pitiful now.
On a slightly happier note, a new song I am likeing is "When I Hear Music" by Debbie Deb, it's great. I have the original tho..it's not like all...done up...which is a bummer..?...yeah. Too bad some DJs are like...busy? It's all good. DJ Hi-Tech still kicks people's a$$es.
So yes.
-Dani