so i just got off work i have to be back there at 8am... oh man im already tired and im working 8 hours ...fun fun ...so my baby boo boo is leaving me ... makes me super super sad but iam happy because i get to spend time with my dad and family next week and i also get t hang out with my girls maybe ... i know natalies for sure but hopfuly i get to see cait and lindsey ...maybe we can do a gym night ... im so down... thats all i know is nothing is better then love of friends and fanily and the love of a person that cares for you the same way .. today i read something i didnt like to hear ... it was sad and it and it makes me realize, a small insident or big one can change a persons mood for the worst in times like that as sad and depressing as it maybe you must understand that there are people that love you , care about you and are here for you... don't put yourself down and find all the negitive things about yourself.... its funny how we can so easily find things wrong about our selves .... but what about the good things... becasue there are goodthings... i know we all get down at some time but dont take yourself or your life for granted and don;t go threw it alone ... everyone nedds a friend... a best friend or friends that you talk to about everything .... no matter what becasue it there true friends they will stand by you no matter what the situation. Everything happens for a reason and things at times seem bad or even getting worse but they do turn around and get better .....im here and there are others here and we love you remeber that .. as for the rest of my day it was work ... im tired and i have to wake up and go back to work... gerrrr.. then maybe come home and mowe the lawn then gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NIGht all