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Nov 14, 2004 22:34

So i just read Melissa's Dead Journal and it is exactly how i feel, mostly cause we had this really long talk about this yesterday and she honestly made me feel so much better about alot of things. It means so much to me that i have Meg and her to help me...they've been there, and are still there, i dont feel so alone knowing i have them around.
So this is what she wrote:

"I know a lot of people like to think they have problems, and yes, maybe they're big to them. But half of my friends don't have a CLUE how good they have it, and even if they do, they don't appreciate it. I am so not looking for a pity party here for myself, but after talking with Dani and knowing that Meg has gone through the same stuff, I'm realizing that we complain far less than the people who for example, can't get a decent boyfriend. Or have a fight with their parents about going out to a party. Okay, I won't belittle their problems, (hard not to), but these same people I'll see a week later saying "I love you Daddy" on the phone, or are telling me some story about how at dinner this or that happened, or their mom's cooking was out of this world. And thank God for that because bless them if they are lucky enough to have that.

My life is how it is. I'm my own person, and I'm stronger for what I've gone through. I just was feeling a little sick at heart when my friend told me about how hard she has it, and that my first thought was, it never gets easy does it? Life sets you up for a whole lotta dissapointments.

Now if that isn't a little depressing I don't know what is.

On a lighter note, I love Dani and Meghan SO much. I am sooooo lucky to have them as friends. I give them so much credit for being such kickass people when they've gotten way too many raw deals."

So yup i definetly love her and meghan so much, im glad we're all here for one another.

On a lighter note, i went to hofstra today, and thanks to Rob love the school so who knows. I worked alot today and something weird happened...

Dani91226: anyway i have a freaky story
redshoecynic: share
Dani91226: ok so this random guy comes on my line
Dani91226: barley speaks english
Dani91226: and im like 'so did you find everything blah blah blah'
Dani91226: and he goes 'are you in college' and i told him not yet going on sept
Dani91226: and hes like 'are you gonna be a nurse daniela?'
redshoecynic: whoa
Dani91226: and im like 'uhhhhhhhhhhh' and hes like 'i think you'd make a wonderful nurse'
Dani91226: i was like hmm is that a sign or something? lol
redshoecynic: no i think you just met your first stalker
redshoecynic: congratulations

It freaked me out, Stalker? or Sign? who the hell knows, but i think weird customer made it oobvious thats what i should follow...haha weird story for later on in life...
"how did you become a nurse?"

...ok wow i need sleep
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