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So i said i was gonna update, but i lied kind of i guess.
These last past days have been kind of a blur to me, maybe cause i kinda want them to be. Its just so much stress and thoughts and everything thats making me go insane.
School sucks alot, i hope i did well though. Everything else is pretty gay too, not that im all sad about anything specific, im just tired. Mentally especially. I need a break or something.
I cant even see a school without getting in the worst of moods.
My list of schools seems to be getting smaller and larger all in 5 minutes time.
Why can't any school have both of my majors, its not like i wanna do something so specific and rare or anything. Its fucking CRIMINAL JUSTICE AND NURSING.
Wtf, your school sucks if you dont have that.
And my parents are being so gay about everything. They've always said 'if no school offers what you want here, then you can go'. Well guess what, its like a reason for them to get annoyed with me that they dont have it.
Why does this have to be so stressful at a time when, I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS.
ARGH.
Yeah im just a little stressed.
And emotional wise - im still the same.
Mixed feelings, mixed thoughts, no clue what im doing.
I should be used to this by now.
I cant wait till this time next year, when ill probably be stressing over whatever big mistake im about to make with this.
These last past days have been kind of a blur to me, maybe cause i kinda want them to be. Its just so much stress and thoughts and everything thats making me go insane.
School sucks alot, i hope i did well though. Everything else is pretty gay too, not that im all sad about anything specific, im just tired. Mentally especially. I need a break or something.
I cant even see a school without getting in the worst of moods.
My list of schools seems to be getting smaller and larger all in 5 minutes time.
Why can't any school have both of my majors, its not like i wanna do something so specific and rare or anything. Its fucking CRIMINAL JUSTICE AND NURSING.
Wtf, your school sucks if you dont have that.
And my parents are being so gay about everything. They've always said 'if no school offers what you want here, then you can go'. Well guess what, its like a reason for them to get annoyed with me that they dont have it.
Why does this have to be so stressful at a time when, I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS.
ARGH.
Yeah im just a little stressed.
And emotional wise - im still the same.
Mixed feelings, mixed thoughts, no clue what im doing.
I should be used to this by now.
I cant wait till this time next year, when ill probably be stressing over whatever big mistake im about to make with this.