My rant for the day.
And i've had so many thoughts just running through my brain, some at 100mph, others slow enough for me to understand and dwell on, but in the end i have not one minute of the day to stop and enjoy it all. I really feel like im running around like a chicken without a head, its crazy. Between work, and school, and homework and after school stuff, and appointments and applications, and birthdays and trying to make time with everyone, especially my family, im going insane. Its come to the point where meals are a special occasion. Days off from work don't exist anymore, it seems its cool to make me work everyday but wednesday, and stay till midnight on weekends. I even forgot about my SAT's on saturday, and i get bitched at by my fat manager for it. Meanwhile, she went off on vacation for like a week again and ugh she pisses me off. Then i promised myself i was gonna do this thing with my mom, and the first day i did, and then the 2nd went well also...yesterday i forgot and today? well if i have time it will be cool. My whole life has become a big schedual. Not so much routine, but a disorganized schedual. And this weekend its my BEST FRIENDS birthday, and yeah i might miss seeing her. I wanted to go out to commack and visit her atleast sat or monday or sunday if i had time after the christening, but now i dont even know if i can. It sucks so much cause i love meghan more than anything, and ive known her for HER whole life and shes just amazing and i could go on forever and ever about how much her and her family mean to me, but that might take my whole lifetime to finish. Whatever, meg if i dont see you this weekend, im stealing you soon and we're gonna go out, just me and you and we'll talk and laugh and do everything that we do that makes our relationship so amazing.
...Oh and i really like that boy. Im not sure why, even though i could name alot of reasons. And yeah its good and im happy and though i dont even have a second of time for me, i still am loving every minute of everyday. And yeah, hes just awesome, and maybe he should know, but maybe he shouldnt. It's fun to be a little 10 year old girl sometimes, especially when it comes to boys...as long as they dont have cooties anymore...Oh god, did i even ever do that?
Oh well, yeah. hmmph i like this. And you. Well, maybe not you specifically, but one can always dream...so yeah keep dreaming guy. And while you do that, ima go cut my hair.
Life is good.
...Oh and i really like that boy. Im not sure why, even though i could name alot of reasons. And yeah its good and im happy and though i dont even have a second of time for me, i still am loving every minute of everyday. And yeah, hes just awesome, and maybe he should know, but maybe he shouldnt. It's fun to be a little 10 year old girl sometimes, especially when it comes to boys...as long as they dont have cooties anymore...Oh god, did i even ever do that?
Oh well, yeah. hmmph i like this. And you. Well, maybe not you specifically, but one can always dream...so yeah keep dreaming guy. And while you do that, ima go cut my hair.
Life is good.