I write everything down except what's on my mind
Yeah so today turned out to be so amazing and i imagine everything could only get better, and you know what? if it doesnt I DONT CARE, cause ill just look back on today and smile. Well my test sucked, but thats besides the point, Jena came and got me from it and we talked and decided we were gonna Walbaums it together and that we did. We went to some lame ass meeting which made me wanna slam my head against the wall, but after we did some interesting food shopping and it was fun. Then we went next door to visit john and ended up talking for about an hour and i loved every second of it. I love the 2 of them so much, they're awesome, and def people you go to for advice. I dont know, its just works out, somehow it does.
And the best of it all is the car rides at night blasting third eye blind. You know its gonna be a good day when you sit in a car and 3eb is playing for you already, yeah thats how you know.
So tomorrow is the concert, im excited, i finally get to meet this mellissa girl my lovely meg is in love with so im so happy, then we're crashing somewhere and its gonna be amazing. I swear my fav words to meghan are 'ill see you tomorrow'. I miss walking down the street and seeing her everyday. Atleast i got blessed with Jess, and the fact that they LOVE one another. Honestly, they get along better than i thought they would so yeah, its amazing.
And all in all, everythings great. I really dont let things get me down. I dont worry about petty little crap like guys or friends or just anything get to me, cause i just wanna live me life and just be happy. See John asked me the other night on the phone if i was happy and i said i dont know, but i am, i really am.
So yeah the smile hasnt been fake, not one bit.
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower Chelsea.
And I don't know what I'm doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, And I'm sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew, That I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I'm the one who's stupid,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, And you don't mind,
you smile,
And say the world doesn't fit with you.
I don't believe you, You're so serene.
Careening through the universe, Your axis on a tilt, You're guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And there's things I would like to do that you don't believe in,
I would like to build something, Buy you'll never going see it happen,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've,
I've never been so alive,
And there's this burning, There is this burning ay ay ay.
Where's the soul. I want to know, New York City is evil.
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you, you'll wonder, who I am.
And there's this burning, Just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, alone, alive, alive, I've never been so alive, so alive
I go home to the coast. It starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain. I'm not thinking of you again,
Summer dies and swells rise,
The sun goes down in my eyes,
See this rolling wave,
Darkly coming to take me home,
And I never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
-3eb
And the best of it all is the car rides at night blasting third eye blind. You know its gonna be a good day when you sit in a car and 3eb is playing for you already, yeah thats how you know.
So tomorrow is the concert, im excited, i finally get to meet this mellissa girl my lovely meg is in love with so im so happy, then we're crashing somewhere and its gonna be amazing. I swear my fav words to meghan are 'ill see you tomorrow'. I miss walking down the street and seeing her everyday. Atleast i got blessed with Jess, and the fact that they LOVE one another. Honestly, they get along better than i thought they would so yeah, its amazing.
And all in all, everythings great. I really dont let things get me down. I dont worry about petty little crap like guys or friends or just anything get to me, cause i just wanna live me life and just be happy. See John asked me the other night on the phone if i was happy and i said i dont know, but i am, i really am.
So yeah the smile hasnt been fake, not one bit.
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower Chelsea.
And I don't know what I'm doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, And I'm sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew, That I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I'm the one who's stupid,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, And you don't mind,
you smile,
And say the world doesn't fit with you.
I don't believe you, You're so serene.
Careening through the universe, Your axis on a tilt, You're guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And there's things I would like to do that you don't believe in,
I would like to build something, Buy you'll never going see it happen,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've,
I've never been so alive,
And there's this burning, There is this burning ay ay ay.
Where's the soul. I want to know, New York City is evil.
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you, you'll wonder, who I am.
And there's this burning, Just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, alone, alive, alive, I've never been so alive, so alive
I go home to the coast. It starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain. I'm not thinking of you again,
Summer dies and swells rise,
The sun goes down in my eyes,
See this rolling wave,
Darkly coming to take me home,
And I never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
-3eb