sad and lonely
my best friends right now are my boyfriend sean that i talk to once a week if im lucky, my cat lil kim and a book. i feel alone and i just wish that sean would call. but absence makes the heart grown fonder or so they say. i say that i have never been so fond of any man ever in my life like i love sean but i guess life is shaking the index finger at me saying you must appriciate everything which i already did and now i seriously dont know what to do because all i want to do is lay with sean and all i can do is lay with the cat if she'll even lay by me. in short i just wish that sean would call me and we would spend some good ol' girlfriend boyfriend time together. thats all im done bitching no one is listening anyway, what is the point.