i have no clue
tonite was alright i suppose but out of no where i started getting really down..ah the life of a manic. lovely lovely. i don't know where my lifes going , only i really do but i don't know if i am sure about it. joey is leaving in 10 days and i don't know i will deal with things while he is away it will be so hard. he is the only person besides sean that understands me and right now sean is on lockdown and i don't know when he will ever be able to do anything at all, i mean i get to talk to him on the phone but that is not as good as being person to person, i guess i will cope with it . i hung out with nicky for a while tonight that was good , and then me and erin went to subway and then i took her home. went to nicoles pretty good time , me and joey went for a drive and now here i sit all depressed like usual , i really thought i was in a good mood tonight too. i just dont know anymore.