i got woke up from a nap today....

[danigirl117]

Well I have not updated in like a million years so here goes - last week I woke up late everyday and did NOT care one bit...im going back to my old ways but a million times worse..super .um friday I worked and went out with my cousin drank and went to the landmark and danced like fools it was great...saturday i worked again..but this time i actually saw mr.nicky jones whom which i never ever get to talk to ever or hang or anything - so he was all call me tonite and i did around like 9 or 10ish on my break and no one picks up , i was like gee thanks, so instead of hangin out with nick me and christy got wasted and i went to sleep at 6..sunday me and sean tried to watch 13 ghosts no such luck once again , i just don't think we were ment to watch that damn movie...hmmm monday was the concert it wasn't all that great but hell what can you do..oh yeah and i saw that nick was there , but did he wait till after the concert so he could say hi to me ...NO NO he did not I was like thanks once again- and today well me and heather decided we should go take a smoke break becuase it was stressful day but she said something to me that pissed me off but oh well i will get over it i suppose... tonite well I worked and thats about it .oh yeah and tomorrow me and heath decided it was a good idea to take shots of vodka before school , i think its a super idea.infact its the best thing i have heard in a while and i hear a lot of interesting ideas/things.but she has to go to school...i have to go to redbud to my appt. for consuling only more important i think they will be proud of my non improvement.i know i am , infact i think im getting worse into my depression for obvious reasons besides the drinking, but id rather not share. good night. actually no just night.

ps. i hate christmas.