hey guys-n-gals
i really do not know wut the fuck to do anymore im seriously sick and tired of life now i really am i just wanna end it like lausra said "life is like a hill" i fell down and cant get the fuck back up no matter how hard i try maybe i wasnt ment to be maybe im to nice maybe i dont deserve these friends maybe i dont deserve anything i have especially my drumming talent causing me to play to release anger so i can go and live on a daily basis u know to tell u the fuckin truth i love everyone no matter wut size steryotype race i dont give a shit! but u kno if i do something wrong everyne knows then im get fucked u know maybe i take things in to deep of consideration! u know i think thats it or maybe im just a worthless piece of trash that just takes up space on the world that no one really needs and im just using air i dont desrerve so just fucin shoot me!