good good good

[danifatfanny]

I'm feelin' good. I saw my counselor yesterday and we talked a bit about my "stuff." Yeah. That's what I pay him for. We talked about my relationship style, my past, etc. I mentioned that a couple of my friends had pegged D as a narcissist, and he found that interesting. He referred to the narcissist wounding, so I looked it up. Fascinating stuff. Really. It made me see things from a distant yet personal perspective. Having firsthand experience with a narcissist was interesting. Painful, of course, but what a way to learn.

In the end, I pity him. I honestly do. Here's a song that fits:

I'm Like A Bird (Nelly Fertado)

You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

Chorus:
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is

Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

Chorus

It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through

Chorus x 3