cycling
I'm cycling through my grief. I thought my tears were finished, but much to my sorry surprise, I cried more than ever today. I even got a bit of the heaves. I let it out....and out...and out.
I hope I get through this with grace and strength. The sooner the better, but then again, I want to learn from this. I'm sure there is a lesson. I can't abide the pain if I don't believe that there is a reason, a lesson, a way out.