wow, i can't believe i just typed this!
You amaze me. Though I’ve only known you for a short time, less then everyone else on this list - you amaze me. You seem so sure of yourself, so confident. I only wish I could express such strengths within me.
Oh boy… I miss you so. It has been so long, and I know the path has been rough between us, but I will always love you for the friend you have been to me. I won’t ever forget wakeboarding in the rain or going out to the park with you. I will never forget staying up and worrying. I’ve seen from a distance the ways you have changed, especially in this last year, and I am so proud of you. I don’t think you understand how much you still mean to me.
I only wish we had been closer in our younger years. You’re an amazing person and I am proud to call you family. In the past 2 or 3 years we have started to build up a friendship, I have read your struggles and you mine, I haven’t seen you since we went up there years and years ago but I feel as though we have become quite close. Life has handed you a fair share of crappy things, and you have push though. Tears do not make us weaker. I hope you know that I love you.
Thank you. Thank you for all you’ve done. You recently discovered my insecurities about you, and put them at ease. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for being a friend to me. Thank you for accepting me. I don’t think you realize how much I needed you especially to accept me. You’re amazing, absolutely amazing, and so very kind hearted.
Oooooh Girl!!! How old were we? I still look through old camp photographs and I have this picture of you, holding a bunny and every time I see it, my heart melts. I miss you so much. We made the most important decision of our lives… together. I wouldn’t trade that for anything. I’ve read your struggles and cried along, I’ve heard of celebrations and smiled with joy. I wish I could take away the tragedy which recently befell you, but you are so strong. You have always inspired me - no matter the situation you push through, you make it, and you still find a way to smile through it all. I love you.
I only wish you could see how attractive you really are. You always complain about girls not liking you or wanting you. You always say you’re unattractive and lousy, it is not true. Aside from appearance, you have the most amazing personality. I have had so many good times with you, so much more fun with you than most everyone I know. Consider it luck that you don’t have to deal with the torture of women who use you, you are a blessed person in many ways, and although these things bring you down now you will be glad, I’m sure of it.
BABY! I miss you so much. You are the epitome of goodness. I treasure you. I wish I could see you more often, but I can’t. I want you to know that I have always looked up to you. I have always held you in high regards. You are amazing. You stand up to pressure as though it is a mere ant. You succumb to nothing bad. I love you so much, and I hope you never forget it. I only wish I could be more like you…
Hay Dahlin’. You are the only person I have ever met because of myspace. You are the most interesting person I have ever met… in general. I adore you. You are different, and proud. You are unique and never falter. You take shit from everyone, and somehow twist it to work for you. You stand up for yourself and everyone loves you for it. I am blessed to have been able to achieve your friendship.
I rarely see you, but it has always been a blast. Your journal inspires me to live for God, to the best of my ability. You show me that it’s possible. You show me that it’s necessary. Though we rarely speak I know you are reading my journal, and I know you are praying for me - especially when I struggle. Thank you so much.
We basically just met, and already I have such a good feeling about you. It is easier for me to be myself around guys, you are no exception. I feel so safe when I am around you, I feel accepted and loved. Although I barely know you, your gentle nature keeps me at ease. That is probably an understatement.
Oh dear, we go back what… 20 years? You never cease to amaze me. I look up to you so much. I wish we could have spent more time together in the past, but we didn’t, circumstances set us apart. I love you more than anyone I have ever known and only hope that I can live up to you. I have been given the most amazing family and the head of that is you. I wish I could show you how much you mean to me but I’m shitty with words and there is nothing better I can say but that I love you.
Oh honey. I know you probably won’t read this, and we don’t talk so often anymore… but there is so much I want to say to you. First and foremost, I love you. We have fallen out, and I regret that, and I cannot help but to think it is my fault. I have witnessed offhand the things that have happened to you after we stopped speaking, and I feel as though if I could have done something differently you’d be okay. I love you, you are the younger sister I don’t have. You are my family. You will always hold an important position in my heart. I will never forget you. And I pray, that maybe… someday… we can be us again. Maybe when we’re older, and more mature… someday.
I am so sorry about what is happening. I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and no matter what happens to you you’ve always got me. I wish I could be there with you now, to hold you as you cry. I admire you, I don’t know if you know that… because you have been given more crap, more often, than anyone else I know - and you still push though, and you still wake up every morning, even though I know you don’t always want to. Life has been tough on you recently, but please do not forget that I love you. You are my best friend; you are the shoulder I lean on - even though you aren’t right here. I will always be here for you, no matter what you need.
You put yourself out there for everyone. You go out of your way to be sure everyone is having a good time. You are welcoming, inviting, and loving. You are straight forward and slightly intimidating. At times I feel uneasy around you, other times I feel like I’ve known you forever… even though it’s only been a few months. I thank you for accepting me into your family. I thank you for treating me like everyone else, like you’ve known me for years.
I admire you. Simple as that. You are a phenomenal woman. You are kind, loving, and gentle. You are a model of Christ. Though I haven’t known you for long, you have treated me as though you have always known me. I thank you for going out of your way to accept me and make me feel a part of your family.
You… oh you. I know things were shaky at first and you scared me a lot. But I love you so much now. I’m glad you’re a part of my family, you really give me strength when I’m weak. I don’t think I tell you enough how much you mean to me. I really look up to you.
And last, certainly not least. I love you with my whole heart. You have given me strength I never knew I could possess; you have shown me how much I can love. You have made me feel more alive than I ever have before. You are my strength, my shelter, the love of my life. I cannot stress this enough. I would give anything for you. I admire you so much, you are patient, you are calm. I admire those qualities in you, and so many more. You always forgive me for the stupid things I do and say... and you still love me. You're amazing.