From 08.08.2014. ouch
Fatigue. And my Heart is a Gaping, Raw, Open Wound.
I have not slept well all week. Add the stress of project deadlines and the Scavenger Hunt duties (fun, but wow on the timing), and you have a mixture for some amazing tilling up of DEEPLY buried wounds that are out in the Open and in my Face.
Worse of this ALL are my 'triggers' being right on top of my consciousness. we have all had them in one form or another at some time. It has been amazingly debilitating.
This a journey and process that must happen, for my healing and the future of me. But right now i am incredibly sore, tired, and have a head full of unworthy emotions, reactions and thoughts to just about everything. there is no logic to this, but it just is.
SO... if i have seemed a little off this week, that is why. if you have not noticed, then i am doing a grand job of holding it in.
I do ask for your compassion, truth, healing, and love.
I am going off to try and nap this afternoon , then try to regain a hold of my center, which at the moment seems completely shattered.
I have not slept well all week. Add the stress of project deadlines and the Scavenger Hunt duties (fun, but wow on the timing), and you have a mixture for some amazing tilling up of DEEPLY buried wounds that are out in the Open and in my Face.
Worse of this ALL are my 'triggers' being right on top of my consciousness. we have all had them in one form or another at some time. It has been amazingly debilitating.
This a journey and process that must happen, for my healing and the future of me. But right now i am incredibly sore, tired, and have a head full of unworthy emotions, reactions and thoughts to just about everything. there is no logic to this, but it just is.
SO... if i have seemed a little off this week, that is why. if you have not noticed, then i am doing a grand job of holding it in.
I do ask for your compassion, truth, healing, and love.
I am going off to try and nap this afternoon , then try to regain a hold of my center, which at the moment seems completely shattered.