Is There Something In The Air?
I had a pretty fucking bad night.
But I have gotten asked out on dates/ go over to ppls houses to do "stuff"/ be a girlfried to someone in the past 4 hours. How fucking crazy is that, and almost all of those more than one freaking time in those 4 hours. I mean where did all of these boys come from? Under a shit load of rocks? And now I realize that this is where my not liking to hurt people's feelings hurts me like a mother fucker. I thought I wanted guys to ask me out, but I don't see to have feelings 4 any of the guys actually asking me out, only in a friends way, and once I tell them I think we would be better as friends then that friendship is shot to hell.
In the words of a Desperate Housewife, " I have everything I wanted, but I wanted all the wrong things."
^^^^ Part of my summer I had said I wasn't just going to settle for the guy I know likes me. I like 3 boys- 2 more than one, but this might sound like all like huntingish, but I only like them and Im not gonna settle for that, not like I used to. Im doing this for me, and I hope that makes sense.
My head hurts I think Im gonna go and talk to Jill then Im gona try to go to bed... I'll prolly end up thinking...
Im gonna be like Daniel right now...
EDIT: My best friend just told me she thinks I made a boy cry. So Im thinking Im pretty mean, gooooooosh =/
But I have gotten asked out on dates/ go over to ppls houses to do "stuff"/ be a girlfried to someone in the past 4 hours. How fucking crazy is that, and almost all of those more than one freaking time in those 4 hours. I mean where did all of these boys come from? Under a shit load of rocks? And now I realize that this is where my not liking to hurt people's feelings hurts me like a mother fucker. I thought I wanted guys to ask me out, but I don't see to have feelings 4 any of the guys actually asking me out, only in a friends way, and once I tell them I think we would be better as friends then that friendship is shot to hell.
In the words of a Desperate Housewife, " I have everything I wanted, but I wanted all the wrong things."
^^^^ Part of my summer I had said I wasn't just going to settle for the guy I know likes me. I like 3 boys- 2 more than one, but this might sound like all like huntingish, but I only like them and Im not gonna settle for that, not like I used to. Im doing this for me, and I hope that makes sense.
My head hurts I think Im gonna go and talk to Jill then Im gona try to go to bed... I'll prolly end up thinking...
Im gonna be like Daniel right now...
EDIT: My best friend just told me she thinks I made a boy cry. So Im thinking Im pretty mean, gooooooosh =/