Sometimes I think People Will tell me juust about anything to make me happy, sadly.
I dont think I like this not sleeping til like 4ish in the morning stuff. I do not sleep like a normal person anymore. I sleep til like 3 almost everyday. Which I think is extremely unhealthy. And Im not too found of the bags and dark circles I have around my eyes, and Im not thinking you wont be either, lol.
I still have no clue in hell whats going on, but I was thinking I dont think I ever will; with anthing I do in life, It all kinda just happens. And I know I can control it, it just never seems to work out that way.
Ok I was thinking; When I talk to you guy I want to know what you think. And most of you just tell me what I want to hear cuz you know its what I want to hear. I mean just tell me truly what you think If I ask you your opinion. I mean even if you have to be brutal I really dont care. I dont consider a lot of people friends anymore, and even tho I do totally over react half the time and like lash out, you guys are the friends I talk to most. I trust you, and I need each and every1 of you more than ever. So even if I cry about something you tell me, it will be 4 the better in the longer run. I would rather cry or get hurt earlier on rather than later because I always find that it stings just a bit more. So If I do ask you within the next few weeks about something tell me what you honestly sincerely think. I would love you all soOo mmuch more if you did. Which would be incredibily impossible 4 me to do, but I sre would attempt it. Thanks and I do love each and everyone of you.
I just wanted to run that by you guys, it has been bothering me and maybe I will be able to sleep at 4ish now that its not bothering me... as much lol.
Daniel I never really thought you read my lj. I tohught you might of been too busy or something, haha. But I thank you so very much 4 taking the time to read/skim this whatever you do cuz I know you know whats happening with me, lol. By the way, we are soOo setting up some Danielle & Daniel time to hangout/talk about a bunch of crap with both of us, cuz you know just as well as I do that our lives might have the same amount of crap going on, lol.
Stacey Yeah TOTALLY need need need to talk to you. Call me when you see this. Cuz I sware Im gonna talk your ear off 4 like hours, no joke. I texted you a couple of days ago... I wasnt sure if you not having minutes like affected it, lol. But just know I know your there 4 me and I do need to talk to you. Call me when you can.. whenever is perfectly fine with me. I will wake up, my phone is loud.. lol.
Well I think Im gonna go listen to music til I pass out like I have been lately. I dunno whats up with me sometimes.
I still have no clue in hell whats going on, but I was thinking I dont think I ever will; with anthing I do in life, It all kinda just happens. And I know I can control it, it just never seems to work out that way.
Ok I was thinking; When I talk to you guy I want to know what you think. And most of you just tell me what I want to hear cuz you know its what I want to hear. I mean just tell me truly what you think If I ask you your opinion. I mean even if you have to be brutal I really dont care. I dont consider a lot of people friends anymore, and even tho I do totally over react half the time and like lash out, you guys are the friends I talk to most. I trust you, and I need each and every1 of you more than ever. So even if I cry about something you tell me, it will be 4 the better in the longer run. I would rather cry or get hurt earlier on rather than later because I always find that it stings just a bit more. So If I do ask you within the next few weeks about something tell me what you honestly sincerely think. I would love you all soOo mmuch more if you did. Which would be incredibily impossible 4 me to do, but I sre would attempt it. Thanks and I do love each and everyone of you.
I just wanted to run that by you guys, it has been bothering me and maybe I will be able to sleep at 4ish now that its not bothering me... as much lol.
Daniel I never really thought you read my lj. I tohught you might of been too busy or something, haha. But I thank you so very much 4 taking the time to read/skim this whatever you do cuz I know you know whats happening with me, lol. By the way, we are soOo setting up some Danielle & Daniel time to hangout/talk about a bunch of crap with both of us, cuz you know just as well as I do that our lives might have the same amount of crap going on, lol.
Stacey Yeah TOTALLY need need need to talk to you. Call me when you see this. Cuz I sware Im gonna talk your ear off 4 like hours, no joke. I texted you a couple of days ago... I wasnt sure if you not having minutes like affected it, lol. But just know I know your there 4 me and I do need to talk to you. Call me when you can.. whenever is perfectly fine with me. I will wake up, my phone is loud.. lol.
Well I think Im gonna go listen to music til I pass out like I have been lately. I dunno whats up with me sometimes.