random thoughts.
it feels nice to be home, minus this lame ass snow. my christmas shopping is done, and wrapped and under the tree. that's fantastic. i am excited for christmas, per usual. the kitten is getting big and it's great, i love her..tiny tiny bella. i miss a lot of people, and i want to see them seeing as i am home for a month, i just feel like it is always talk "oh lets go to lunch,etc" and it neverrr happens. it sucks. hopefully that won't be the case this break...
derek and i are doing okay. things were getting really rough and we were always fighting and bitching and it just wasn't fun anymore. but things have been a lot better than they were and genuine apologies and promises were said all around. hopefully things stay good, and it works out. i'm well aware that after 2+ years things won't be giggly all the time, and that you're comfortable, but at the same time it's nice to know that he can still put a smile on my face without trying.
i still haven't gone to bright nights and it's pissing me off. we were going to go last night but i was being a bitch and wanted to go home. regret!
i wish i had a job over break, but it's so hard because no one is hiring (i love recessions wooo), and i'm only home for a month, so places are like whatt not worth that, obviously.
blah blah
tomorrow is christmas eve yayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
derek and i are doing okay. things were getting really rough and we were always fighting and bitching and it just wasn't fun anymore. but things have been a lot better than they were and genuine apologies and promises were said all around. hopefully things stay good, and it works out. i'm well aware that after 2+ years things won't be giggly all the time, and that you're comfortable, but at the same time it's nice to know that he can still put a smile on my face without trying.
i still haven't gone to bright nights and it's pissing me off. we were going to go last night but i was being a bitch and wanted to go home. regret!
i wish i had a job over break, but it's so hard because no one is hiring (i love recessions wooo), and i'm only home for a month, so places are like whatt not worth that, obviously.
blah blah
tomorrow is christmas eve yayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy