Oh I could only wish for a guy like him
Well first I would like to say that I am ok but my papa is not doing to well. He has been in the hospital for 3 weeks now and just Thursday was put on a feeding thingy. The only person I could really vent to was Justin and of course he was perfect. He was so kind and sweet. I know that all of you are there for me but sometimes I feel as if I am a burden and I don’t want to be that to my friends. This year has been a hard one even though it is only the 4th month of it. I know Justin has a girl friend but he seems to get me like, well, you know its Justin he seem to get me if I am crying, mad, insane or happy and he never judges me. I hate that I left him, you know the saying that a girl can never trust a guy except her dad, well I know I can trust Justin cause he is the only guy that is not related to me that gets me, and gets me that way that I want to be gotten. He hates that we couldn’t have that time during spring break and he is going to visit me during August cause he wants to spend one on one time with me. I miss him, I always have and I always will. How can you not miss the guy that treats you like the princess you know you are and gets you the way you are. He says that girls don’t trust him and I told him that there is no reason for me not to trust him; we have always been friends even if I wanted more and all he has done while I was his friend was be kind to me and treat his girls like princess as all girls should be treated. Why should you not trust him. Just cause he is nice to his friends that are girls means nothing other than he is a good guy. Oh I love him and I always will, he is my first love and only love of my life. I miss him a lot.