Mar 04, 2007 02:59
So, I did it I did the date thing... I stayed like three feet away from him while we danced and then all of the sudden... BAM, he is behind me all grinding and shit. His name is Buddy and is cute but doesn't go here, I thought he was in a relationship but apparently we are in the same boat not sure of what to do at this point. We don’t want relationships cause they just end when tears and regret. I think he wanted to kiss me but I instead leaded in and moved my head to the side and gave him a nice pat on the back. I am just not ready for that I move very slow because that is just who I am. All in all it was a good night and very sober which was nice, I liked the attention that wasn’t sloppy drunk attention. We had good convos and exchanged numbers and he said he will text though I don’t have my hopes up. I am not ready for anything in the future I think I will wait till I am home to pursue the opposite sex. There is not enough time left in the semester to get into a relationship, there is a lot of commitment and sharing needed to just start one. You just don’t fall in love over night.