the end?
Change is a good thing and one that i have learned to accept with open and willing arms...the last and final chapter of that section of my life is finaly closing. yes im sure there will be visits to this chapter but never again will it fully open. saturday was a good closing to that. along with the end of this i think im going to get rid of my LJ. as sad an immature as this is but this stupid thing was only ever used to express an emotion to someone when i was to afraid to say it or couldnt say it to them. i havent used this manipulative tactic for not only one member of the opposite sex either.
i would also have to say it would be nice to get away from the crap that other people say, to finally get out of this stupid circle that i so desperately do not want to be apart of. i would like to use this journal as somewhere to write down wat i have done this summer or how my days are going....but whats the point of that i can do that in a normal journal. plus anything that i write about worth commenting on is normally a personal issue that im going through, and if the only place i can seek out help is from this stupid thing and the people that i hardly talk to outside of school....thats sad
i personally dont need this, it dose me no good. its kinda my way of communicating to someone ever though im not actually talking to them...if i have something to say i should be able to say it to them not in this half ass way. from now on i shall be the open an blunt danielle with no fear of what i feel i should say, and if the fear is to great then its prob better that it remain not said.
will the rain storm bring doom or maybe a change of heart and a new hope?
-i put my money on doom
to finsih out my summer
saturday was worth every ounce of punishment that could possibly be laid on me
start work tomorrow
shadowing Dr.'s
cole comes into for a week
i leave for cali for a week
one day home
cruise for a week
one day home
(ruth leaves)
Brown for a week
two weeks before school
hurricanes(soccer) starts
*to you* i have no regrets about it, i really dont it was great it was amazing, it was a good end. thanks for all the life lessons...have a great life...be safe
(you could copy and paste this to your yearbook)
i would also have to say it would be nice to get away from the crap that other people say, to finally get out of this stupid circle that i so desperately do not want to be apart of. i would like to use this journal as somewhere to write down wat i have done this summer or how my days are going....but whats the point of that i can do that in a normal journal. plus anything that i write about worth commenting on is normally a personal issue that im going through, and if the only place i can seek out help is from this stupid thing and the people that i hardly talk to outside of school....thats sad
i personally dont need this, it dose me no good. its kinda my way of communicating to someone ever though im not actually talking to them...if i have something to say i should be able to say it to them not in this half ass way. from now on i shall be the open an blunt danielle with no fear of what i feel i should say, and if the fear is to great then its prob better that it remain not said.
will the rain storm bring doom or maybe a change of heart and a new hope?
-i put my money on doom
to finsih out my summer
saturday was worth every ounce of punishment that could possibly be laid on me
start work tomorrow
shadowing Dr.'s
cole comes into for a week
i leave for cali for a week
one day home
cruise for a week
one day home
(ruth leaves)
Brown for a week
two weeks before school
hurricanes(soccer) starts
*to you* i have no regrets about it, i really dont it was great it was amazing, it was a good end. thanks for all the life lessons...have a great life...be safe
(you could copy and paste this to your yearbook)