It's better to have lost in love, than never loved at all
To break up the monotony of my usual sober Sunday updates, I feel 40oz.-infulenced Saturday night update is in order.....
Everyone in my immediate day-to-day life knows that there is tension (to say the least) between me and my roommate. To clear things up, here is my side of the story:
I was an awful person to judge Matt and Courtney's relationship from the bad things I heard about, instead of basing it on the good. At almost the exact moment that I realized how stupid I was being, they broke up. I had completely good intentions of "making things right" by posting in Matt's live journal that I was sorry for the way things ended. Apparently this post was mis-interpreted, making it seem that I was judging or hating Courtney, which I totally wasn't. In all honesty, she's the last person I would hate or want to be unhappy. Instead of taking a second to hear me out, three very influential people in my life have opted to ignore me instead. Contrary to popular belief, I am a mature and unconfrontational person, and I would rather try to talk things out before having shouting matches and exchanges in hurtful words.
Like any situation, this one has a pro and a con. The con is obvious: I have lost people who I at least considered to be my friends (whether they felt the same way or not is questionable). The pro: a friend recently lost to me- probably the last person in the world who should support me- is now one of the few people who will even talk to me. He has actually helped me realize that at least half of the reason we hated each other was because of our love for Courtney, and the desire that each of us had to spend time with her.
Anyway I think I want to get drunk, so I'm out....Sara is hot and yahoo for Michelle's wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone in my immediate day-to-day life knows that there is tension (to say the least) between me and my roommate. To clear things up, here is my side of the story:
I was an awful person to judge Matt and Courtney's relationship from the bad things I heard about, instead of basing it on the good. At almost the exact moment that I realized how stupid I was being, they broke up. I had completely good intentions of "making things right" by posting in Matt's live journal that I was sorry for the way things ended. Apparently this post was mis-interpreted, making it seem that I was judging or hating Courtney, which I totally wasn't. In all honesty, she's the last person I would hate or want to be unhappy. Instead of taking a second to hear me out, three very influential people in my life have opted to ignore me instead. Contrary to popular belief, I am a mature and unconfrontational person, and I would rather try to talk things out before having shouting matches and exchanges in hurtful words.
Like any situation, this one has a pro and a con. The con is obvious: I have lost people who I at least considered to be my friends (whether they felt the same way or not is questionable). The pro: a friend recently lost to me- probably the last person in the world who should support me- is now one of the few people who will even talk to me. He has actually helped me realize that at least half of the reason we hated each other was because of our love for Courtney, and the desire that each of us had to spend time with her.
Anyway I think I want to get drunk, so I'm out....Sara is hot and yahoo for Michelle's wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!