livejournals are for yuppies?

Jun 21, 2006 00:08

it's really either amazing or fucking bullshit the friendships or any types of relationships we forge. and how they find their ways in our lives and fucking stick around or leave that shit. and it's bullshit, because i've forged so many, and there are so many people i'd love to fucking call right now and just talk to, but couldn't because they would either provide me with one of two responses:
a) are you drunk? (or for that matter, on any other type of drug)
2)uhhhh (awkward because they're too tied down with bullshit and not forging true relationships and connections)
and in contribution to what bothers me, is self fucking righteousness. it completely eliminates truly forging other relationships. recently what also has contributed to bothering me: people who are too god damn uptight. i mean, i consider myself to be extremely chill but at the same time a very opinionated person. but i know so many people who are uptight, and it's ridiculous and infuriates me because it eliminates any possibility of forging any type of understanding of other people's beliefs. i am very angry at people right now, and hurt. and i feel that that is important, because i am by no means the type of person who will make that known because i feel like it makes me vulnerable. and it does. but fuck that. whatever, i'm expecting everyone who reads this to either fucking hate me, or understand what the shit i'm talking about. there are so many horrible things going on right now, and i wish i was the type of person that would willingly admit these things. but none the less, i hope that we all sit here reading our god damn livejournals and question ourselves before we question any other fucking person. good luck, generation.
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