Oct 15, 2005 19:31
maybe i should have said they are "home."
because... they're not & wont be for a long time.
exxxxxxxxxxxcuse me.
i want to go home.
i wish everything could just go back to how it used to be...
when weekends consisted of working, then hanging out with troy.
when weekdays consisted of driving around in nicoles car looking for something to do..
I miss going fishing everynight of the sumer before school started and me being the only one to catch a freaking gar fish. (heh, because im awesome)
I miss latenight calls from Joe asking me if I was hungry, then bringing me taco bell.
I miss Steven coming to sleep over because i was 34iljdlsdjlsd bored.
I miss making fun of Gabrielle in school.
I miss hanging out with Samantha and Margaret at Sam's aunt's house. & jumping on the soapy trampolines in our panties.
I miss being so busy, that I hardly had time to be on the freaking internet.
I miss the feeling of having someone who cares about me lie beside me and hold me and kiss me.
I miss COORS LIGHT.
I miss having my own little group of friends. or you know HAVING FRIENDS. PERIOD.
I miss dying my hair every week.
I miss having someone to talk in person about my problems & hug me & comfort me.
I miss having normal teenage problems.
I miss my room.
I miss my life.
I fucking miss everything.
Ugh, I'm miserable & lonely.
I need famialarily. (is that even a word)
As if this year couldnt get worse. First I lost David, now my whole fucking life & every other friend I had.
ShoRtWhitEkidxo: but you are wonderful.
& here comes wayne to lighten the mood.
Wayneenyaw3: some chick said shed put out if i took her to a movie, lol
Wayneenyaw3: i told her eew
DaNiElLe 3274: LMAO