Sep 27, 2005 15:16
This is pointless & will probably bore you.
Okay, everyday I sat at this table in the cafeteria. Didnt have much to talk about with the girls I was sitting with, so I would just stare off. This guy caught my eye... he was all by himself eating lunch, after he ate lunch he would take out a pen and just twirl it in his hand or just do the same thing I was doing & stare at other people... Everyday I wanted to get up and go talk to him because I know how it feels to be lonely and watch others around you having fun & it's pretty much one of the most miserable, depressing feelings ever. I wondered how all these people standing & sitting around him didnt notice him or atleast tell him hi or anything. Then, I realized I was doing the same thing, but not because I didnt want to talk to him... because I was afraid? Although I had nothing to be afraid of. Idk. It was odd. Anyway, I got up and talked to him & he turned out being sooooo nice. He lives on the base around here. He moved from Washington DC and has been here since the beginning of the school yr & still has made no friends. It;s so weird. I mean he is not ugly, nor is he nerdy looking. It was so weird. I still don't know how people could just let him sit there by himself. I guess it's just because 99% of youth are just flat out asshole faces. Yepppp, I'm going to hold them to that... until they prove otherwise.
Good day.