Sep 18, 2002 13:56
When I stepped into the door, I didn't really know what to expect... okay yeah I did, but nobody was really there. I missed being around here. I missed everything about being back in Cali. No matter where I go, California is always going to be my home.
I was very surprised that one of the rooms in the house was turned into a nursery. It's really cute. It made me cry because I still can't believe I'm pregnant. It was just a shocker. I'm really happy though, now. It was great to see Matt again, through all the shit that I put him through, he's still there for me. I'll always love him, he knows that.
I miss everyone, I wish I could go out with you all, but looking like this? I highly doubt it.
I'm trying to be around more often. I just don't see any reason to be though. You've all moved on and what not. ;(
Yeah.