Aug 30, 2002 23:35
Oh my god... I was just going through my journal... Just reading old entries... And I can't believe that I'm not around as much now. I feel really bad. So bad that I felt this pain in my chest, and I just wanted to cry. I've been a bitch lately. I haven't been around because of stupid reasons. Of my jealousy towards certain people. That's basically the reason for why I haven't been around. I want to go back home. If I still have one. I want to see my friends. If I still have them. And I want to be there with you guys, just like it was before. Everything was perfect. I was happy. Now, I have no clue what's going on. I guess it's my fault.
I just wanted to say sorry.
That is all.