on my mind.
sadly i don't what's become of me or how i'm feeling; inside i'm an emotional wreck but outside i seem to be perfectly fine or so that's what everyone else seems to think. i don't know if it's because of the fact that i've put myself out there & i've gotten involved on that level with someone who isn't you or what. deep down in my heart i know i'll always love you, i know forever & always you will always have my heart. is it because that's how it's supposed to be or is it because i don't know if i'll ever be able to have it any other way? love, i hate you.
as of lately, your all that's been on my mind..i can think of nothing else. it in all honesty, pisses me off. everything i see makes me think of you, everything i hear takes me straight back to you. does getting over you really have to be this hard, or am i the one making it harder then it has to be?
as of lately, your all that's been on my mind..i can think of nothing else. it in all honesty, pisses me off. everything i see makes me think of you, everything i hear takes me straight back to you. does getting over you really have to be this hard, or am i the one making it harder then it has to be?