May 17, 2011 12:40
so now i'm at this cross road and i don't know where this road is taking me, i'm not going to lie; its by far the scariest thing ever. i don't know what's going to happen with us. i know what i want to happen with us but that's obviously not going to happen..ever. i'm just doing the best i can and taking it one day at a time. i take it as it comes. some days i don't really know how to handle it, other days i think i do. i'm angry with you and i'm even more angry with the person i've let myself become. it's a constant battle either way. i love you and that's pretty much where it ends.