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why is that when im at school all i want to do is come home but when i get here all i wanna do is go back?!
anyways, im home for easter, and i cant wait to see all my kiddies!
so i didnt get housing for next year which kinda blows but im probably getting an apartment with dan the man, one of his friends and linds which would ROCK!! only 450 a month including utilities...and that aint bad for a 4 bedroom house.
i cant wait to see my little Driiiii. i havent seen her since timmy almost got her killed on the hw. my poor little munchkin.
its such a beautiful day out!! im so sick of the cold.
on another note, who do you think you are trying to tell me what to do? i do what i want when i want with whoever i chose to do it...youre not going to change that now. im not your little bitch. you treat me like shit then you want me to stop having a life just because you cant handle it...sorry sweetie it doesnt work like that. maybe if you showed me and everyone else around you that actually do care about you a little respect then things would be different. but im sick of your shit and im pretty sure everyone else is too. so i dedicate this song to you....
you can't hide
behind social graces
so don't try
to be all touchy feely
cuz you lie
in my face of all places
but i've got no
problem with that really
what bugs me
is that you believe what you're saying
what bothers me
is that you don't know how you feel
what scares me
is that while you're telling me stories
you actually
believe that they are real
and i've got
no illusions about you
and guess what?
i never did
and when i said
when i said i'll take it
i meant,
i meant as is
just give up
and admit you're an asshole
you would be
in some good company
i think you'd find
that you friends would forgive you
or maybe i
am just speaking for me
cuz when i look around
i think this, this is good enough
and i try to laugh
at whatever life brings
cuz when i look down
i just miss all the good stuff
when i look up
i just trip over things
and i've got
no illusions about you...
you can't hide
behind social graces
cuz i don't buy it
like everyone else
and you can lie
in my face of all places
just don't
lie to yourself
cuz i've got
no illusions about you
and guess what?
i never did
and when i say
when i say i'll take it
i meant,
i meant as is...
...as is...