I'm going cRaZy
This
is gonna be one of those entries not alot of people aren't gonna wanna
read... It'll be purely bitch and moan all the way through. I think,
unless I come up with something else to write which I doubt that since
all I'm doing is bitching and moaning today. Ah huh **nods**
This week has gone downhill. Just sucks, and it needs to die. I got bit on Wednesday, and now my body is all funked out completely. But is it from being bit, or from being sick? I don't know. I'm not a Dr. Hell, my Dad is and all he did was call me an idiot and told me I should have had the bite looked at right after it happened. This is probably a horrible thing, that I have had a fever of 102 for the last two days, I have a massive back ache, lower back, and my neck hurts so bad... that, is probably not the best of symptoms to have when your sick, cause it's usually a sign of... well, we won't go there. I'm praying my neck just hurts because I'm stressed out, and I think MAYBE my back just hurts because my AWESOME AUNT FLO decided to pay me a visit a few days early...what's the point of this patch shit if my period will come when I'm on it? Obviously you still get it, but supposed to get it the 4th week, when your not wearing the patch, but nooo.... UGH. And to make matters worse I'm going away with Nick tonight-Sunday night at our cottage in Maine ALONE... A-freakin-lone! AND I have to get my period? OFFFFFFFFF COURSEEEEEEEEEE I DOOOOOOOOOO, that's right, it's be unfair to Danielle lifetime, I forgot. Ya know, it bothers me, when I'm looking forward to something sooo sooo much, things seem to go wrong. Not that I woulda slept with him anyway, because I'm just not emotionally ready for that yet since McKenzie's birth, but God, ya know, I COULDA if I wanted to but now I can't. Not that I woulda... I really have no reason to be upset, but I am. I'll still be with him, and we'll be able to sleep in, HELL YESS -- I need sleep so badly.
So then last night, my Dad comes over to install this Norton virus protector on my laptop - well I already had McAfee installed and he didn't uninstall that one first, so now, my computer is completely hung up, doesn't work at all cause the two programs conflict with each other and I can't do shit on my computer, and now I'm on my Gramma's computer which is a piece of shit. And then, not only that but then last night I went to transfer some pictures onto the computer from the digital camera, and it just stopped working half way through, so that was awesome, because technology fucking loves me. Sure does... GRRRRRRRRRR, and I get upset over the dumbest shit cause all this just PISSES ME OFF.
Yesterday I called out of work cause I didn't feel good, today I was supposed to work 9-2 but that didn't happen, but that was there fault cause they called yesterday to say they were overstaffed and didn't need me. But then this morning, Dad calls and is like I need you to come watch the kids, I need to take your mother somewhere, didn't tell me where, just he needed my help. So I went over with Nathaniel and he played with the triplets a bit. Then I took Arianna and Emeleigh to Blockbuster and ended up fighting with them for awhile cause of something with my Dad's credit card and ugh, I wasn't him so it was just fucking stupid - My sisters rented Racing Stripes and The Incredibles even though I have The Incredibles but they insisted and you don't fight with 4 year olds. Especially two at the same time. And then I rented The Ring 2... haha.
Can I just say, I've had a fucking headache for like 4 days straight now? And I'm so sick of it, that I just wanna rip my head off and scream? My neck hurts so bad, and my head and UGH I just wanna cry. I've been getting super fucking dizzy the last two days too, and just to take a fucking shower Nick had to come sit on the toilet to make sure I didn't fall, and then last night going up to bed I nearly past out on the stairs. I hate it, plus I had been complaining that my eyes were bothering me, but I wear glasses just haven't been wearing them lately so I dunno what the fuck is going on - but I'm pissed off. I got a Dr appt for Monday, at 4:30. I thought it was tuesday, but it's Monday thank God. I leave Tuesday morning at like 4am for Boston to start waiting in line to get my wrist bracelet and number for the American Idol auditions. Funny that I was so looking forward to this, but now I just don't care. I don't... I'm done caring because when I care something goes wrong, so I don't care. Screw it all.
Okay I'm done bitching and moaning...
Happy Birthday Elizabeth/Ellie/Sugah Buns/Pookie/Geezer! I love you <3
This week has gone downhill. Just sucks, and it needs to die. I got bit on Wednesday, and now my body is all funked out completely. But is it from being bit, or from being sick? I don't know. I'm not a Dr. Hell, my Dad is and all he did was call me an idiot and told me I should have had the bite looked at right after it happened. This is probably a horrible thing, that I have had a fever of 102 for the last two days, I have a massive back ache, lower back, and my neck hurts so bad... that, is probably not the best of symptoms to have when your sick, cause it's usually a sign of... well, we won't go there. I'm praying my neck just hurts because I'm stressed out, and I think MAYBE my back just hurts because my AWESOME AUNT FLO decided to pay me a visit a few days early...what's the point of this patch shit if my period will come when I'm on it? Obviously you still get it, but supposed to get it the 4th week, when your not wearing the patch, but nooo.... UGH. And to make matters worse I'm going away with Nick tonight-Sunday night at our cottage in Maine ALONE... A-freakin-lone! AND I have to get my period? OFFFFFFFFF COURSEEEEEEEEEE I DOOOOOOOOOO, that's right, it's be unfair to Danielle lifetime, I forgot. Ya know, it bothers me, when I'm looking forward to something sooo sooo much, things seem to go wrong. Not that I woulda slept with him anyway, because I'm just not emotionally ready for that yet since McKenzie's birth, but God, ya know, I COULDA if I wanted to but now I can't. Not that I woulda... I really have no reason to be upset, but I am. I'll still be with him, and we'll be able to sleep in, HELL YESS -- I need sleep so badly.
So then last night, my Dad comes over to install this Norton virus protector on my laptop - well I already had McAfee installed and he didn't uninstall that one first, so now, my computer is completely hung up, doesn't work at all cause the two programs conflict with each other and I can't do shit on my computer, and now I'm on my Gramma's computer which is a piece of shit. And then, not only that but then last night I went to transfer some pictures onto the computer from the digital camera, and it just stopped working half way through, so that was awesome, because technology fucking loves me. Sure does... GRRRRRRRRRR, and I get upset over the dumbest shit cause all this just PISSES ME OFF.
Yesterday I called out of work cause I didn't feel good, today I was supposed to work 9-2 but that didn't happen, but that was there fault cause they called yesterday to say they were overstaffed and didn't need me. But then this morning, Dad calls and is like I need you to come watch the kids, I need to take your mother somewhere, didn't tell me where, just he needed my help. So I went over with Nathaniel and he played with the triplets a bit. Then I took Arianna and Emeleigh to Blockbuster and ended up fighting with them for awhile cause of something with my Dad's credit card and ugh, I wasn't him so it was just fucking stupid - My sisters rented Racing Stripes and The Incredibles even though I have The Incredibles but they insisted and you don't fight with 4 year olds. Especially two at the same time. And then I rented The Ring 2... haha.
Can I just say, I've had a fucking headache for like 4 days straight now? And I'm so sick of it, that I just wanna rip my head off and scream? My neck hurts so bad, and my head and UGH I just wanna cry. I've been getting super fucking dizzy the last two days too, and just to take a fucking shower Nick had to come sit on the toilet to make sure I didn't fall, and then last night going up to bed I nearly past out on the stairs. I hate it, plus I had been complaining that my eyes were bothering me, but I wear glasses just haven't been wearing them lately so I dunno what the fuck is going on - but I'm pissed off. I got a Dr appt for Monday, at 4:30. I thought it was tuesday, but it's Monday thank God. I leave Tuesday morning at like 4am for Boston to start waiting in line to get my wrist bracelet and number for the American Idol auditions. Funny that I was so looking forward to this, but now I just don't care. I don't... I'm done caring because when I care something goes wrong, so I don't care. Screw it all.
Okay I'm done bitching and moaning...
Happy Birthday Elizabeth/Ellie/Sugah Buns/Pookie/Geezer! I love you <3