"I want a lover I dont have to love, I want a boY whose so drunk he doesn't taLk.".
Okay. SO i really havent updated in like FOREVER. ive just been.. busy doing other things and not spending a lot of time on the computer. SO REALLY. WHATS BEEN NEW?!.. wellllll. nothing really. went to the cabin a bit. worked lots. hung out. bummed around. AS if its almost time to go back to school! this summer went by SOOOO crazy fast. its insane. wow. Fraz gets his liscense on monday. but.. i really havent talked to him at all for like.. 2 weeks. so iiii dont even know. like really.. since i moved away weve always been so excited for him to get his liscense cause we've alway said that will totally change us. and now its here.. and it seems like we're as far away as we could possibly be. i really hate it. it makes me really bummed out that we're like this. annnnnnd what else. um. BACKSTREET BOYS in like.. a week and a bit. but that day is bittersweet. cause its like the official first day of school/end of summer. but im still excited. and im actually kind of excited to go back to school. next week is some major back to school shopping. wooooo hooo. shopping with sam on monday or tuesday.. annnd then shopping with my cousin somewhere in there.. and... possibly my mom also.. cause she said shed buy me some stuff.
but yeah. ive been in a pretty shitty mood lately and i dont know why.. ive just been pretty bummed out about a lot of things, and i wish that i could shake this mood.. i really do. i hate feeling like this.
on a happier note. i got new glasses. 2 pairs. and i love them both. ones really funky. big thick black frames. theyre my favorite. and the other pair is just a plain pair of rimless... conservitive ones!
ive been thinking alot lately. about being lonely. but.. its like. i need to find my own boy. or rather.. let him find me. and let things work out that way. no more of this being set up stuff.. cause it really doesnt work out well.i find tooooooo many things that bug me when that happens. i dont know. im just .. i dont even know. lol.
and ive discovered a new band. its called hedley. and theyre realllllly good. its the guy jacob hoggard from canadian idol. anyways. i love his voice.. it makes me melt. its great.
and i suppose thats about it for now. i promise that ill update more than like once a month..lovelovelove.
but yeah. ive been in a pretty shitty mood lately and i dont know why.. ive just been pretty bummed out about a lot of things, and i wish that i could shake this mood.. i really do. i hate feeling like this.
on a happier note. i got new glasses. 2 pairs. and i love them both. ones really funky. big thick black frames. theyre my favorite. and the other pair is just a plain pair of rimless... conservitive ones!
ive been thinking alot lately. about being lonely. but.. its like. i need to find my own boy. or rather.. let him find me. and let things work out that way. no more of this being set up stuff.. cause it really doesnt work out well.i find tooooooo many things that bug me when that happens. i dont know. im just .. i dont even know. lol.
and ive discovered a new band. its called hedley. and theyre realllllly good. its the guy jacob hoggard from canadian idol. anyways. i love his voice.. it makes me melt. its great.
and i suppose thats about it for now. i promise that ill update more than like once a month..lovelovelove.