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I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold.
Even though I do listen to mainly rock now, but when I go to sleep, my radio still stays on 107.9 (A country station). I heard a song, and it reminded me of Derek "Goober" Holland. It's called Whiskey Lullaby. Brad Paisley and Allison Krauss sings it. God it's awesome. You all should most definitely download it.
Brb. CP Run.
Hehe. CoCo Puffs are god.
I remember the way I used to be. I'd put on a smile just to cover up my frown. I wouldn't let the small things get to me. I was pleasing everyone but me. The real me stayed locked inside so long until I didn't even know who I was. I took a long time of thinking, writing, and not thinking before I spoke, to know who I really am. Now I know, and for once, I'm truly happy with myself.
Baylee needs a journal. I love my Bay! Jesse as well.
Whiskey Lullaby
She put him out- like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby