I tell you that I'll always want you near/ You say that things change my dear

[danielion]

Last night should have been a really amazing time with some friends in Northeast DC. It turned out to end very badly and some really hurtful things were said, and in addition some potential new friendships were cut short. Just sort of reinforces this feeling of loneliness I've been dealing with since moving back.... not loneliness in the sense of "nobody's ever there" but more like just wanting that one person who is always there to comfort and hold you when things outside get ugly.

I don't like the winter. Everything seems heavier, denser. This one in particular has been hard.