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[danielcares03]

I'm boring. I'm old. you dont need me.

I dont drink. I dont do crazy things. When I want to it seems like I'm crazy.

I fuck up. I did a stupid thing.

I'm not that interesting. I'm not that fun to be with.

You have so much more fun in other places and with other people. Why would you want to be with someone like me or tie yourself to me? Do you really want that?

I just want you happy.

I was so happy with you.

I dont know why I fucked up.

I want you back. I love you more than anything in this whole world. I just want you near.

But I just want you happy.

Why do I seem so boring and plain? Why am I the one who seems like hes against what everyone calls a good ol' time? Why am I such a dull being?

I have no one else to talk to or complain to that would understand. So I write on this thing for the first time and complain like everyone else.

Its alright though. I can't really get much lower right now. I dont really care what anyone says or thinks anymore but you.

I hope everything can turn out ok and I can be who you want me to be. Thats all I want.