dana listen... ur right about some of that stuff, an i kno i shouldnt put my 2 cents in but as a friend of both of u and a neutral third party who has seen everything go on, i gotta say a few things.. first of all, u changed alot when he got off house arrest too, anytime he wanted to go anywhere u like got all suspicious and shyt, of course he wanted to go out an do stuff once he got off house arrest, u cant imagine what its like to be confined to a house for years, and hewanted to go out n do stuff, like if he wanted to go to the pool hall with us n play darts, there is no reason why he couldnt jus come with us n play, u didnt HAVE to come with us, u act like if he hangs out without u its a felony n shit, and anytime u are off work he HAS to be with u, like hes not allowed to hang out with his friends unless u are watchin him, and everytime we hang out u are always mad, and ur like im fuckin bored i wanna do somthin yada yada, and then we all suggest stuff and u dont wanna do any of it, and so we are all bored, and thats like everytime we chill, and then when we are doin somthin u sit there with ur arms crossed lookin all mad, rickie does need help n he needs to change a few things, and so do u, i understand ur point of view but u need to understand his too, he cant take how u act all the time, and u cant take how he acts so i think a break for awhile is the best possible thing that could happen right now, i dunno im not tryna butt in stuff thats not my business im jus lettin u kno what it looks like outside of the relationship from a friends point of view... ok well ima go ill talk to u later
I see what your saying. I guess I just saw it like you guys play darts everynight when Im at work. When Im not at work and Im hanging out with you guys why cant we do something else that all of us can do. The one time I played darts and it was fun. But sitting there watching you guys all the time isnt really all that fun. Once and awhile its ok but not all the time. I never said he HAD to be with me all the time when I wasnt at work. I just thought on my days off (which is normally only Mondays and Fridays) we could all hang out. All I wanted was for him to come home when I got off of work because my parents were sleeping and I wanted to go to sleep because I have school in the morning. I didnt see where that would be a big deal. Sometimes it was though. And I admit I get jealous very easily which started a lot of fights too. I think its a self confidence problem. I need to work on that. I want Rickie n me to work on things together. So we can change what we need to change and be happy again. Part of me thinks that can happen and part of me doesnt. I want to know how he feels so I can decide what to do. I know how everyone else feels but honestly everyone doesnt matter as much as his opinon does. You made a lot of sense Zac. You always do. This is why I said only you understand. :)
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