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havn't been on here in a while.
i dont know if anybody reads mine.. don't care actually.
i am gonna talk about the connection between two people...
i know there are many great guys out there. where are they?
i can't seem to find a guy who cares for me and shows it.. and if they do show it, it goes away fast.
it seems as if the guys i like, don't even know I am alive. and the boys that like me, i just see them as friends.
but this one guy. i gave him my heart, he gave me his word. and he stepped all over me and did not even explain. he won't.
but that is ok.
i realize, i need more time to figure out about myself. i need to do everything i want to do then figure out the boy thing.
megan civic was right in everything she said a few weeks ago.
i need fun and nothing serious, it just ends up breaking hearts and good potential friendships. but what i WANT is love. Love is not meant for me yet. I just yearn for it, though. I read it in my novels and I hear about it in convosations, and I see it at weddings. i just want somebody who cares for me and does not want my heart to be empty and sad.
someday :)
i hope this summer is fun.
i dont know if anybody reads mine.. don't care actually.
i am gonna talk about the connection between two people...
i know there are many great guys out there. where are they?
i can't seem to find a guy who cares for me and shows it.. and if they do show it, it goes away fast.
it seems as if the guys i like, don't even know I am alive. and the boys that like me, i just see them as friends.
but this one guy. i gave him my heart, he gave me his word. and he stepped all over me and did not even explain. he won't.
but that is ok.
i realize, i need more time to figure out about myself. i need to do everything i want to do then figure out the boy thing.
megan civic was right in everything she said a few weeks ago.
i need fun and nothing serious, it just ends up breaking hearts and good potential friendships. but what i WANT is love. Love is not meant for me yet. I just yearn for it, though. I read it in my novels and I hear about it in convosations, and I see it at weddings. i just want somebody who cares for me and does not want my heart to be empty and sad.
someday :)
i hope this summer is fun.