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hahaha, what could potentially be the 2nd week of May:
May 7th - kbye! go to Penn State for RAW
- drive 5 hours home at roughly 4AM and take a final at 11. :)
May 11th - kbye! go to ROH in Hartford
May 12th - kbye! go to White Plains for a SD! HouseShow
SD! taping in Baltimore is tempting, because I never realized how close Baltimore was (3hrs), but I think I can do without two SD!'s in one week.
then I go back to twitching until Montreal. d'oh.
I'm actually not sure about RAW in Penn State. I'm gonna wait to see what Meggan and Kayla are doing. I'm paranoid about hitting traffic on the way home, but gahhhh. I wanna go so bad. >.<
I've relaxed with school a little bit. I'm not worried about my finals, really. It's all gonna be just fiiine. And It sucks I have my final on that Tuesday after RAW, but whatever. I'll be be done with them and then the semester's finally overrrrrrr! :D yeeee.
I finally talked to my mom about school. She basically told me I can do whatever I want - take a semester off, transfer, not go to school at all. I just feel better knowing that whatever I do, it's my decision. So, I'm gonna register for next semester, probably start off with 5 classes, but might knock it down to 4 again, who knows. I'll try to tolerate St.Joe's for as long as I can, but I have a feeling I'll be transfering soon enough.
umm, and talking to Bea last night, I realized no matter what the fuck I do -- I have to try it, because it just keeps lingering over my head. I've tried so hard to invest myself in other things and I just don't have the same sort of passion. Even if it doesn't work out, I want to know that I gave it a chance, at least. So, we'll see.
at the moment, I just wanna go to the gym and make money. >.< blah to school.
I'm sosososo tired and I hate it. I fucking hate sleeping. such a wasteeeeeeeee. but I guess I have to.
May 7th - kbye! go to Penn State for RAW
- drive 5 hours home at roughly 4AM and take a final at 11. :)
May 11th - kbye! go to ROH in Hartford
May 12th - kbye! go to White Plains for a SD! HouseShow
SD! taping in Baltimore is tempting, because I never realized how close Baltimore was (3hrs), but I think I can do without two SD!'s in one week.
then I go back to twitching until Montreal. d'oh.
I'm actually not sure about RAW in Penn State. I'm gonna wait to see what Meggan and Kayla are doing. I'm paranoid about hitting traffic on the way home, but gahhhh. I wanna go so bad. >.<
I've relaxed with school a little bit. I'm not worried about my finals, really. It's all gonna be just fiiine. And It sucks I have my final on that Tuesday after RAW, but whatever. I'll be be done with them and then the semester's finally overrrrrrr! :D yeeee.
I finally talked to my mom about school. She basically told me I can do whatever I want - take a semester off, transfer, not go to school at all. I just feel better knowing that whatever I do, it's my decision. So, I'm gonna register for next semester, probably start off with 5 classes, but might knock it down to 4 again, who knows. I'll try to tolerate St.Joe's for as long as I can, but I have a feeling I'll be transfering soon enough.
umm, and talking to Bea last night, I realized no matter what the fuck I do -- I have to try it, because it just keeps lingering over my head. I've tried so hard to invest myself in other things and I just don't have the same sort of passion. Even if it doesn't work out, I want to know that I gave it a chance, at least. So, we'll see.
at the moment, I just wanna go to the gym and make money. >.< blah to school.
I'm sosososo tired and I hate it. I fucking hate sleeping. such a wasteeeeeeeee. but I guess I have to.