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Yesterday was sooooo sad! We all helped Weissmeister move in to UMass Dartmouth. It was me, Phil, Mike, Caitlin, Cara, Brandon, and Floppy. I felt so bad when we had to leave, even though when I am at school she is closer to me than she was before. So it shouldn't matter to me as much but I think it's more like the whole concept that she was the last to leave and now everyone who was going away is gone. So summer really is completely over. I don't know if coming home was such a good idea. I mean, I LOVED seeing my friends and I wouldn't trade hanging out with them for anything and I'm glad I was there when Weissmiester moved in because she is such a good friend and I wouldn't feel right not being there. She understands me like no one else and we have so much in common! Our personalities are sooo similiar! Like I'll be saying things about the reasons why I act the way I act sometimes and she'll completely understand and everyone else just thinks I'm crazy. Weissmeister, I know you'll be fine! The first three days sucked for me but it started getting better after that so don't worry. And you always have us!
But anyway, it made me so sad to be home because everything I saw and every place we drove by reminded me of someone or something funny that happened. It was sort of depressing. And now I'm worried that going back to school will be hard because I was just starting to become comfortable there and I'm afraid when I go back, that feeling will be gone. So maybe I shouldn't come home that much anymore. I think I need to force myself to stay there and go out and live life.
I update this thing sooooo much! I am addicted. Even when I'm home, this is all I do. Not much of a change. Lol. We have no food in this house! I am starving! It's funny because I was so excited to sleep in my own bed and I haven't done that yet. Well tonight is the night. And I think if I don't come home as much, coming home will be more of a treat. Because I am actually starting to be scared about returning to college and that is not a good thing. But I really did have such a blast this weekend seeing everyone again. Ok I'm off like a banana! Lata tomata.
But anyway, it made me so sad to be home because everything I saw and every place we drove by reminded me of someone or something funny that happened. It was sort of depressing. And now I'm worried that going back to school will be hard because I was just starting to become comfortable there and I'm afraid when I go back, that feeling will be gone. So maybe I shouldn't come home that much anymore. I think I need to force myself to stay there and go out and live life.
I update this thing sooooo much! I am addicted. Even when I'm home, this is all I do. Not much of a change. Lol. We have no food in this house! I am starving! It's funny because I was so excited to sleep in my own bed and I haven't done that yet. Well tonight is the night. And I think if I don't come home as much, coming home will be more of a treat. Because I am actually starting to be scared about returning to college and that is not a good thing. But I really did have such a blast this weekend seeing everyone again. Ok I'm off like a banana! Lata tomata.